Sunday, December 23, 2012

Oh no,

Pinch me Is this real,
Im floating in a blurred haze tasting life's numbness again,
even in the corners of my dreams.
I close my eyes and silence can begin…;
I cannot stumble here,
but when I wake up,
I will come back to my mess.
This mess will not leave,
I slip further in my sleep.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012


I pushed him from my arms,
~ his stare brought with a terror through
~ a million billion trillion stars.
My eyes flamed with fury,
I did not care one bit.

Bruises of a clumsy girl

So Yes I'm a LITTLE clumsy;
I push doors that clearly say pull.
I can be hurt and still look at you & smile.
I'm the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day, even if i can't brighten my own.

But when I think about it & take a step back, I remember life only comes around once, so just maybe I like being Perfectly Imperfect.

Thursday, November 29, 2012

The blue bird

There’s a blue bird in my heart that wants to get out, but I say, stay in there, I’m not going to let anybody see you.

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Dream of ways to throw it all away

Could it be an honest, courteous gentleman?
Always open hearted and kind..

And that I am only wounded by an imagined loss?

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Confounded destiny

Haunts for innocence,
Lies and laughs.
From cold it burns,
Kills but does not hurt.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Maiden of worth

I walk in the light of piety,
My source is pure.
My path is a path of chastity,
I follow it without fears.
It is a symbol of virtue,
It never accepts vice.

They tried to deceive me,
But I shouted at them to leave me.
My firm will is like the mountain,
I swear I would never care.
Let them exaggerate in blaming me.
My soul rejects lowliness.

I lower my gaze not to hide,
I impose my self-respect.
I will remain in my decency,
I will never accept impudence.
In the name of God; The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
They will never affect my pride.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Them ~ Me

My Family
For their abundant support,
for their patience and understanding,
And for their unconditional love.

For her sisterly warmheartedness,
for her loyalty and honesty,
for her trustworthiness with my hopes, my dreams, my fears and my worries,
And for her caring dedication to showing me passion, excitement and joy.

For his faithful belief,
for his honorable nature,
for his inspirational devotion to intellect,
for his admirable generosity and strength.
And for his guidance in loving concern.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Faithful dreams do not drown

In a godforsaken town,
Where dreams are set to drown.
Unlawful and full of theft,
Yet there we were placed and left.
Sometimes It gets lonesome,
For it is roofless and loathsome.
I don't stay below most water,
For I am blessed to be a daughter.
And always with me is my sacred love,
Sent from heaven up above.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012


Let me be rewarded with what I have earned and let me be punished for what I deserve.

Monday, April 9, 2012

Forbidden fruit

The warning said they would surely die if they tasted the forbidden fruit. True.
The Serpent replied this would only happen if the desire of the Soul receives it selfishly, for itself alone. True.
One must receive for the sake of sharing.
However, taking the first bite was not a problem - at first. For it was an angelic Sharing of light.
It is that after the first bite, the soul's desire for it multiplies enormously, becoming bound by a strong craving for more while a Self-interest was awakened. One that will have you wind up in a darkness.

The key is not to resist the light, for there is a Light that shares and a Soul that receives. Embrace and know, truly know in your heart, what the generous nature means and how to let it flow before you decide to receive any light prematurely.

~ No one wants to bite a sour apple!

Monday, January 2, 2012

Our soul and essence are the embodiment of Love

When we get our whole world...
Until the rest of our days I will be your best friend.
I will share your moments, your days, and your years. 
I will share your joys and sorrows, your successes and failures, your dreams and your fears. 
When you are ill, I will take the best care of you. 
When you need help, I will do all I can for you.
When you have a secret, I will keep it. 
When you need advice, I will give you the best advice. 
I will always be with you. 
When you wake up in the morning, the first thing your eyes will see will be mine. During the day, I will be with you. If for a moment I am is not with you, I will be thinking of you, praying for you with all my heart, mind, and soul. When you go to sleep at night, the last thing your eyes will see is mine and when you are asleep you will still see me in your dreams. 
When I am your whole world and you are my whole world.