Thursday, May 1, 2014

Dear

You have made me cry countless times, made me lose hope and desire. You want me to understand you and be there for you and yet cant understand me or be there for me when I fall. You say sorry only to shut your eyes, turn a blind eye. You think the problem dissappears if you just close your eyes hard enough..

You are completely surpressed. You never say you do Not understand. But you just sitt there completely mute. So I may explain in every language I can. Yet even when I cry, you look right through me as if I don't exist.

Words are just words, when there is no action. You give me no choice. I do not feel safe and secure in your arms. The only thing I wanted was for you to see me, and life to be enjoyable and delightful. But you have taken away my belief that we will succeed together. My eyes are open. The sky is awake and so am I. You have with closed eyes not seen how I drift farther from your ability to reach me. 

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Strapped down ballerina


Attempting a piroutte with a ball and chain strapped to her leg. And the waving flag tugs against the wind waving slowly like a ship’s sails the ocean.

Laid down by good intentions.
She saw straight away that the lay was steep. But she fell for it as easy as falling asleep. No amount of talking is going to soften the fall. It's the tilt of her will that will determine the call.
Although even the road to hell is paved with good intentions..

When she says “it’s my heart, not me, who cannot drive”, it’s actually her lover driving the vehicle.

And when she finally yells, she yells at the sky, both for the beautiful scenery, but also for what she’s feeling. 
Yet she does not mean to shout!

Just drive! Just get us out, dead or alive..

Fall inlove vs. Rise in Love



My head tells me to kick it, 
but my heart tells me one more round.

Saturday, February 22, 2014

What missing someone actually means..
It is recognizing the absence of someone from their lives, whether it’s as a result of something positive such as you being away on a trip, or being unable to spend as much time together as before, or the result of loss like falling out of love or moving away.
When someone misses you, it may be an expression of sadness and regret because they no longer get to enjoy you in their lives. For someone with only self-interest it will be more about missing the things that helped Them enjoy you, on their terms. Not about reuniting on a mutual capacity. 

Always be true, spread love where it needs to be, but always be ware of giving your strong Love to someone who will not use your fragility.

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

For the one drifting apart,

There’s an aroma of your fragrance. There’s the sweetness of your laugh. There are traces of your imprints. And there are times paused with your presence. But doubt has found me whether you are there any longer.

Friday, February 14, 2014

Dear lovest,



The story about a girl who gave up her dreams of being the World's Greatest Explorer so she could marry true love..
~ These are some of the most beautiful and known tragedy stories of our time. It leaves me puzzled. Unsure - am I - Insecure?

Love is a risk, to be loved or hurt.
I always thought love and dreams go in hand. But sometimes love can arrive like a destination while on the pursuit of a dream. It isn't exactly aimed to side-track you nor is it aimed to pause you on your way. It encourages you, loves you, but it might also redirect you.
For a girl with a thousand dreams, love being one of them, which do you pursue? Can she have them all? Or ought she be selective?

It is well known that we should Never give up on our dreams for love, because no one who is worth giving up your dreams for, would ever ask you to!
The reason for this bases on the fact that the future of a true love does not rely on the responsibility of one person to go give up on a dream. It lies on mutual decisions. Mutual sacrifices. 

Love never wants you to make yourself smaller in order for you to be with them. Love treats your dreams as gold and wants to be part of them. 

It's not career or love. It's career And Love.

Sunday, February 9, 2014

Lonely on foreign land

~
Absence of occupation is not rest, 
A mind quite vacant is a mind distressed...

Sunday, January 12, 2014

When it comes to Luck she is cursed


I was praying that you and me might end up together... 
But it's like wishing for rain in the desert.