Oh no,

Pinch me Is this real,
Im floating in a blurred haze tasting life's numbness again,
even in the corners of my dreams.
I close my eyes and silence can begin…;
I cannot stumble here,
but when I wake up,
I will come back to my mess.
This mess will not leave,
I slip further in my sleep.

Nobody..!

I pushed him from my arms,
~ his stare brought with a terror through
~ a million billion trillion stars.
My eyes flamed with fury,
I did not care one bit.

Bruises of a clumsy girl

So Yes I'm a LITTLE clumsy;
I push doors that clearly say pull.
I can be hurt and still look at you & smile.
I'm the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day, even if i can't brighten my own.

But when I think about it & take a step back, I remember life only comes around once, so just maybe I like being Perfectly Imperfect.

The blue bird

There’s a blue bird in my heart that wants to get out, but I say, stay in there, I’m not going to let anybody see you.

Dream of ways to throw it all away

Could it be an honest, courteous gentleman?
Always open hearted and kind..

And that I am only wounded by an imagined loss?

Confounded destiny

It
Haunts for innocence,
Lies and laughs.
From cold it burns,
Kills but does not hurt.

Maiden of worth

I walk in the light of piety,
My source is pure.
My path is a path of chastity,
I follow it without fears.
It is a symbol of virtue,
It never accepts vice.

They tried to deceive me,
But I shouted at them to leave me.
My firm will is like the mountain,
I swear I would never care.
Let them exaggerate in blaming me.
My soul rejects lowliness.

I lower my gaze not to hide,
I impose my self-respect.
I will remain in my decency,
I will never accept impudence.
In the name of God; The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
They will never affect my pride.

Them ~ Me

To
My Family
For their abundant support,
for their patience and understanding,
And for their unconditional love.

To
Her
For her sisterly warmheartedness,
for her loyalty and honesty,
for her trustworthiness with my hopes, my dreams, my fears and my worries,
And for her caring dedication to showing me passion, excitement and joy.

To
Him
For his faithful belief,
for his honorable nature,
for his inspirational devotion to intellect,
for his admirable generosity and strength.
And for his guidance in loving concern.